If you are not into reading very loosely arranged thoughts around things slightly philosophical with very little real world application and no substantial education behind it – skip the post and wait for the next round of photos.
Most of my posts are based on photos or news. This one, just a few thoughts around something I noticed on the last trip away with the family. It got stuck in the back of my head for the last few weeks. So I used the time away in the bush to think it through.
As the title indicates it all started with a moth.
On the Saturday morning after our early morning walk, staying at the Bombah cottages in the beautiful Mayall Lakes area, I was making a cup of coffee in the kitchen. I saw on the kitchen bench the most amazing little insect. It looked, at a glance, like an actual piece of bark from a tree. By closer inspection, simply because I am curious at nature, I discovered that it was actually a moth disguised as a piece of bark.
After closely inspecting it for a few minutes I was amazed at the detail in its cloak of deception and I could not stop wondering how it came about. Surely the moth could not have simply decided one day to start looking like a piece of bark so that it would give him an advantage over his natural predators. That would indicate the ability to think, number one and secondly it would indicate that the moth had the ability to alter itself genetically overnight. As we know neither of these two characteristics can be attributed to a simple moth.
The moth is a simple insect driven by instinct. No sense of reason or plans for the future. So how did it get to where it is? Such a sophisticated living thing at the pinnacle of its physical being. Physically deformed or changed to look like a piece of wood. Does it even know what a tree is and yet its entire physical body is dedicated to looking like it.
My theory: It has no idea it even looks like that. It never tried to look like that. It simply does.
The moth is a species that evolve relative quickly compared to other living things we know because they come into the world in vast numbers and live relative short lives. This points to natural selection that is responsible for the success of one moth over another simply because they look slightly different. One was born looking a little more brown compared to the others and survived. It had 10 000 children. Most of them had a similar physical characteristic (the colour) and some even more so than the original father as is the random nature of nature.
Nature provided 10 000 options and the environment eliminated all but a few. In their generation the same thing happened and so on through the generations the natural predators killed off any of the moths that looked like moths and the ones looking like something else, like a piece of bark or a leaf , even if it was purely by chance, survives to live and breed on. So it is that you end up with this highly evolved specimen of a species, physically shaped by its environment simply because of its omission as part of the natural food chain because of its looks.
The moth probably not even aware of why it looks the way it does or why it survived and it’s brothers and sisters didn’t. Now that I am here in the thought process I have to go back and revisit 2 of my original assumptions:
1. The Moth can’t think ” I want to look like that because I’ll survive if I do ”
2. The Moth has no ability to influence any of its physical characteristics.
If the first was not true and the moth was indeed self aware and had the ability to think and could wish to look a certain way it would still not be able to do anything about it. Even to act in a certain way, like sitting on a tree that looks like the moth to maximise its camouflage, seems to point to an instinctive action that has no measure of intelligence and would still only be possible if the moth actually physically looked the way it did due to the evolutionary process explained above.
No choice – No thoughts – No intent – Only instinct and the randomness of nature involved in this result carved by the environment around it.
Then I was sitting in front of the fire a few weeks later. About 8 hours North West of Sydney in the mountains close to Bendemeer hunting with a few mates. It’s late, about three in the morning and I am nursing the last few coals on the fire to their end with a nice glass of scotch.
I notice the different pieces of wood in the fire have substantially different gradients of glow. The red gums burn with a much deeper orange and for much longer than the softer pine that disappears in minutes.
The fire almost a stage that shows the essence of it’s participants by allowing them to burn in their own way, their last breath, a show and tell of what they have been up to all their lives. All that’s left of them at the end was their unique glow and the heat from the flame.
In people, in my opinion, what’s left is the influence they had on others – it’s our glow and the heat we emit on our stage.
What a massive responsibility that little moth had in representing thousands of its kind as the only one left present.
You want to make sure that if you are the one nature picked to live, you have a positive influence on those around you and you do your best to represent what you are. I don’t think we always appreciate the events in nature that had to take place for each of us to have our turn on this stage and whom we represent with our presence.
I(Elsabe) find the whole line of thought very interesting and your comments a lovely surprise. For someone who is still young you seem to have a very good idea of who you are and why you are here ( on stage). I agree that we all have a purpose without always knowing about it. One should be more aware of who you are, where you go,how you “shine”,who and what is influenced by your “glow” and what it reveals.
Do think and write on! Love. Mom
Good luck on your fantastic yourney, an enquiry into values! Pathys.
have you ever considered that the trees might have adapted to protect the moths.
There are hundreds of spiecies moths and they all survive in their environments, for the moment, and the plants have the ability to protect the moths.
Like you mentioned, they have a very short lifespan – the plants recognised this and had to evolve over time, something plants have enough of, to protect the moth as the moths help the plants to reproduce.
Could it not be that the moth has grown to be so dependant on the tree that it will follow it into the flame? Taking a few swoops round the fire to identify the tree, then taking the dive into the furnace to hail the glory of his tree…
“you dont see moths during the day and it is not because they fly to the sun during this time so there goes the bright light theory”
When a moth is drawn to a candle light or light bulb, could it not be that in pure desperation he wants to know if his tree might be at its end and he has to find out no matter what it takes with all its persistance and courage ignoring the pain to be able to rest easy that night?
yes, live like you are the last of your kind so that those who follow can stay on the straight and narrow to escape the furnace of curcumstance, and if your moths follow you when the time comes, make sure that it is back to the place where you come from, the place where we can rest easy, peacefull, quiet…